So for me each of my pregnancies were extremely different, I was at a different place in life each time. I have to say my most recent one was the best due the fact I was actually able to enjoy it… I was able to work or not work at my own pace, relax, take time for myself, truly worry and focus on my health…. Just everything I wasn’t able to do, feel or enjoy with my other pregnancies. Not saying the others were bad at all but it was a different kind of peace with this one.
My other pregnancies I worked demaning hours full time, all the time (lol) having downtime was non existent. My 1st pregnancy I was back at work when my daughter was 1 month old, my 2nd I was home for 6 months after but I was dealing with postpartum preeclampsia as well as postpartum depression.
This most recent pregnancy I feel I was and am bonding different, I have a lot more patience with my baby and also myself, I don't feel pressure of having to rush, do things or get things done. I am just in such a relaxing peaceful state, which is also new. Saying all of that to say I’m having the hardest time jumping back into my full entrepreneur mode 🥴.
I truly love my new craft as a traveling Loctician and will forever love and be in love with my brand! If it makes sense to say, at times I feel lost because I've taken a step back to enjoy my pregnancy and now my new baby I'm ready to jump back into full working mode but I don't know where to start. Readjusting after baby is crazy. It's like you know what to do you know how to do it but the approach has to be a little different. I don't know ....maybe I'm just in my head which happens frequently, I'm my own worst critic. I'm slowly getting my groove back but I just need/want it to be better and stronger. I thank every single person who shops, books appts, recommends me, share a post. That shows me I do have something great, something that's needed and wanted and for that I'm going to make sure I work through my personal challenge to continue to make what I've created even better!
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